











Peace
Freedom
Acceptance
Safety
Nature
Humanity
Choice
Bravery
Unity
Care
Feeling
Consideration
Growth
Stillness
Others
Gentle
Justice
Beauty
Healing
Earth
Protection
Equality
Learning
Friends
Selflessness
Universe
Health
Hope
Family
Courage
Animals
Wholeness
Purity
Knowing
Joy
Kindness
Embrace
Art
Culture
Warmth
Simplicity
Depth
Inclusion
Truth
And Most Importantly
Myself





















Take a long hard fucking look at yourself
What do you think 2 million volts feels like



I LEARNT THE LANGUAGE FROM ELLEN
THERE WOULD BE NO JOHN WITHOUT ELLEN









LOSING YOURSELF
OR LOSING TO YOURSELF WHATS WORSE

GOD tell me in a way I can understand clearly please. Give me a sign.
You must confront what is within yourself that holds you back before you advance. What weighs on you what is keeping you from true fulfilment. It is fear. Fear of what you may ask it is fear of loss and fear of being left behind.






I'M
FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE





WHAT AM I ?
IF I LOST IT ALL TODAY? WHO AM I?





SAME PATTERN
DIFFERENT DAY

MAYBE I HAVEN'T CHANGED
AS MUCH AS I THOUGHT I HAD?
THAT'S A BIT GRIM THOUGH





FALLING OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
WHAT GOOD IS YOUR VOICE IF NOBODY MINDS?






AHHHHHHHHHH
TRIED TO STAY AWAY TO KEEP MY HEART










YOU AIN'T NEVER FELT A TRUE LOW
I SAW PERFECTION IN WAYS I NO LONGER ACCEPT


HELL is a world where we refuse to forgive ourselves and abandon our path redemptionBlind to your own deficitsIt is your responsibility to act and believe in a better worldLook into the mirror, what do you see?
At night, when you sleep, when everything is silent. Do you feel it?
Are you ready to atone for your sins?
Have you taken a good, hard look at yourself recently?












THE NEVER ENDING NIGHTMARE BEAUTIFUL FANTASY PRETTY SWEET DREAM OF A LIFE NO IT'S GREAT THOUGH
NIGHTMARE THAT WE ARE ALL IN TOGETHER
YOU'VE NEVER SEEN A REAL LOW


I DON'T KNOW MUCH EXCEPT FOR WHAT I KNOW AND LIVE
YOU'LL UNDERSTAND ONE DAY MAYBE, PROBABLY NOT
















Better Left Unsaid; Thank You For Everything
O Lord I Bear This Weight; It’s Written There All Over My Face
I Wasn't Scared To Die But Him; That Was My Biggest Fear












MAYBE GROWING UP IS REAL LIES
-ING THAT I HAVEN'T CHANGED ONE BIT















Because to lose something so pure, with intent, for the betterment of the external - is sacrifice.
Sacrifice being the highest form of love - selflessness and submission to a ‘higher force’.
I think true unity, or union, is not doing things out of individual desire - but mutuality of two parties engaged in the intimacy of love.
Because love, in a divine sense, is not transactional - non-conditional. It is the highest form of divinity that can transcend both time and space.
GOD can forgive us 10,000 times, but how many times can we forgive ourselves?











FAITH is to understand that all will work it. Trust within yourself and the world around you that it will work out. Trust that you will find the answer.
The strength.
The peace.
It is the mindset of the abundant - to know that there is sunshine beyond the storm. When you truly believe that everything happens in your favour, no matter the pain, the suffering and everything in between that it causes you (the individual) only then you will fall into it.You will accept it with open arms because at that point, you know there will be something to hold you beyond that. This is the final lesson.
BELIEVE.













GOD is UNIVERSE
UNIVERSE is GOD
HUMBLENESS IN KNOWING THAT
I DON'T KNOW SHIT






















































06---06---2026Coming Soon